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Jan. 30th, 2011

My Last...

Last Cigarette:: New Years Eve 2007 (going into 08) and it was really just a puff
Last Alcoholic Drink:: Last Friday 1/21, Absolut & cranberry
Last Car Ride:: From work to home
Last Kiss:: A few weeks ago
Last Good Cry:: Almost every day
Last Library Book checked out:: Don't remember, it's been a long time
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: "Let Me In" with Charles back in October
Last Book Read:: Essays for English class
Last Movie Rented:: Can't even remember. I burn my own now
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: Holy shit
Last Beverage Drank:: Diet Mountain Dew
Last Food Consumed:: Bowl of Strawberry Awake cereal
Last Crush:: None... don't get those anymore, they seem pretty pointless
Last Phone Call:: Barb on Friday
Last TV Show Watched:: Scrubs
Last Time Showered:: Yesterday morning
Last Shoes Worn:: Brown Cherokee shoes for work
Last Makeup Worn:: Eyeliner
Last CD Played:: Bob Seger's Greatest Hits
Last Item Bought:: Chicken for dinner with Mom
Last Download:: Unstoppable movie for Dad
Last Annoyance:: That I have so many great things going for me, but love & relationships are the lowest they've ever been
Last Disappointment:: That I haven't been on a date in an extremely long time
Last Soda Drank:: Diet Mountain Dew
Last Thing Written:: Notes for Anthropology class
Last Key Used:: My housekey
Last Word Spoken:: Cool
Last Sleep:: Last night
Last IM:: probably Charles... ending things with him again and again and again
Last Sexual Fantasy:: *hehe* yeah like i'm going to share that here
Last Weird Encounter:: can't really think of just one
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: Peanut Butter Delight... it's been a long time
Last Time Amused:: Me behind a manager's desk taking a loan application, getting it approved and then closing on the loan
Last Time Wanting To Die:: not sure
Last Time Hugged:: Mom... kind of a half-hug before she left my house
Last Time Scolded:: Can't really remember
Last Time Resentful:: Every day about something
Last Chair Sat In:: The one I'm sitting in now
Last Lipstick Used:: Friday
Last Underwear Worn:: white
Last Bra Worn:: The peach one
Last Shirt Worn:: Gray pajama shirt
Last Pants Worn: Gray lounge pants
Last Webpage Visited:: LiveJournal.com, duh
Last Jewlery: earrings, necklace
Last Hairstyle: short, bangs

Aug. 1st, 2009

My Last

Once again, it's been a few months... I really update my blog more than this :)

Last Cigarette:: New Years Eve 2007 (going into 08) and it was really just a puff
Last Alcoholic Drink:: shot of Windsor whiskey
Last Car Ride:: from parent's house to mine
Last Kiss:: (real kiss) July 9 (on the cheek kiss) July 31
Last Good Cry:: most of this week *been feeling weepy*
Last Library Book checked out:: Leonard Maltin's Movie Guide 2008
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: 'Public Enemies' with Sammy down in Lebanon
Last Book Read:: probably Rosie O'Donnell's Celebrity Detox -- still!
Last Movie Rented:: Can't even remember.  I burn my own now
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: Holy shit
Last Beverage Drank:: Mountain Dew
Last Food Consumed:: Granola bar
Last Crush:: None
Last Phone Call:: Dad this afternoon
Last TV Show Watched:: Drop Dead Diva
Last Time Showered:: This afternoon after my workout
Last Shoes Worn:: brown sandals
Last Makeup Worn:: Eyeliner
Last CD Played:: Drake
Last Item Bought:: Oil, oil filter for my car
Last Download:: movie was Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince
Last Annoyance:: That I haven't been on a date in a year and a half
Last Disappointment:: That I haven't been on a date in a year and half
Last Soda Drank:: Mountain Dew
Last Thing Written:: BMI calculations... I'm 15 lbs away from being in the 'overweight' catergory versus the 'obese' !!
Last Key Used:: My housekey
Last Word Spoken:: Cool
Last Sleep:: Last night
Last IM:: chatting with Marcy on facebook about the Bay trip on 8/14
Last Sexual Fantasy:: *hehe* yeah like i'm going to share that here
Last Weird Encounter:: can't really think of just one
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: Butter Pecan, it's been a long time
Last Time Amused:: Jeremy showed me a drumstick that the Slayer drummer threw to him at a concert
Last Time Wanting To Die:: not sure
Last Time Hugged:: Debbie last night before she took me to my parked car after the show
Last Time Scolded:: Can't really remember
Last Time Resentful:: That I flipped out on my clandestine affair man and ended things with him before I really wanted to
Last Chair Sat In:: The one I'm sitting in now
Last Lipstick Used:: Friday
Last Underwear Worn:: white
Last Bra Worn:: the underwire gold 'aerosmith' designed one -- haha, this is the same for me now just like back in 2006!
Last Shirt Worn:: Green 'Mushroom Power' Nintendo one
Last Pants Worn: Cutoff navy sweatpants
Last Webpage Visited:: LiveJournal.com, duh
Last Jewlery: earrings, ring
Last Hairstyle: wavy, bangs

Mar. 1st, 2009

My Last

It's been eons since I've posted on here, I thought What the Hey?

Last Cigarette:: New Years Eve 2007 (going into 08) and it was really just a puff
Last Alcoholic Drink:: Vodka Cranberry, Feb 7th
Last Car Ride:: from my house to Lisa's house (that I'm house-sitting at)
Last Kiss:: Fri Feb 13th
Last Good Cry:: can't really recall
Last Library Book checked out:: Leonard Maltin's Movie Guide 2008
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: He's Just Not That Into You with Sammy
Last Book Read:: probably Rosie O'Donnell's Celebrity Detox
Last Movie Rented:: Can't even remember.  I burn my own now
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: Holy shit
Last Beverage Drank:: Diet Mountain Dew
Last Food Consumed:: Banana
Last Crush:: None
Last Phone Call:: Karen last night.
Last TV Show Watched:: Saturday Night Live
Last Time Showered:: This morning
Last Shoes Worn:: Plain old tenis shoes
Last Makeup Worn:: Friday, eyeshadow, eyeliner, blush, mascara, lipstick, the whole shabang
Last CD Played:: Mix CD's Sam made of the 90s
Last Item Bought:: I forget the name, but a thing to make your bed more comfortable, like a mattress pad
Last Download:: movie was The Changeling, song, don't remember
Last Annoyance:: That the house I'm watching has some kind of faulty alarm system on the garage
Last Disappointment:: that my best friend thinks of me as an immature person not progressing the way I should be in life and relationships
Last Soda Drank:: Diet Mountain Dew
Last Thing Written:: Updates in my checkbook
Last Key Used:: Housekey to get into Lisa's house
Last Word Spoken:: Little Man (to Lisa's kitty Duke)
Last Sleep:: Last night
Last IM:: don't remember, it's been too long
Last Sexual Fantasy:: *hehe* yeah like i'm going to share that here
Last Weird Encounter:: can't really think of just one
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: Choc Chip cookie dough, it's been a long time.  I think Lisa has some vanilla in the freezer
Last Time Amused:: That Chance actually ate his daily pill in this little meat 'pill pocket'
Last Time Wanting To Die:: not sure
Last Time Hugged:: Lisa after the weight loss meeting on Tuesday
Last Time Scolded:: guess I could say by my supposed friend Jessica
Last Time Resentful:: Trying to keep my friendship going with Jessica (I'd say for a few years now)
Last Chair Sat In:: The one I'm sitting in now
Last Lipstick Used:: Friday, an Avon brand, color was wineberry
Last Underwear Worn:: black satin
Last Bra Worn:: the underwire gold 'aerosmith' designed one -- haha, this is the same for me now just like back in 2006!
Last Shirt Worn:: Mustard sweater I sleep in occasionally
Last Pants Worn: Gray soft lounge pants I sleep in
Last Webpage Visited:: facebook.com, my new addiction
Last Jewlery: necklace, earrings, rings
Last Hairstyle: wavy, bangs

Apr. 5th, 2006

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Gosh haven't updated in a while, I was doing this regularly.

I just had someone in my apartment! : the Cinergy guy to reset my pilot light. I've always had a hangup on visitors coming in. But with no heat and it being 30 degrees overnight, I needed it reset. I hurried and cleaned up the catbox, picked up trash, sprayed febreeze. But I'm still paranoid. Well he came and went and I survived.

Last night was a date I had with Josh. He is really fun to hang out with, he's a movie person, like me. Odd thing is, is that he kind of reminds me also of my brother, so the goodnight kiss was very awkward. I wasn't feeling any sexual chemistry with him. I can tell he thinks of me that way, but I just can't feel that way for him. I want to continue seeing movies with him though, but I can't let him pay. That doesn't seem fair to him.

The other fling I'm having right now is going good. We have very good chemistry. And I can't let anyone know who he is, so it seems kind of dangerous. I never thought I would like the thought of sneaking around, but I'm actually really having fun with it. We're taking a little break this week... seems like when we take a few weeks off, it really tends to fuel the fire.

Ahh, the heat is on. Last night it got 51 degrees in here. Well I gotta work on my cell phone rebate form. Fifty bucks coming back to me! I'm also getting a second job again. It's the Exxon I used to work at from April 02 - Feb 03.

Toodles.

Mar. 16th, 2006

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Last Cigarette:: Never.
Last Alcoholic Drink:: tonight, Wild Grape Smirnoff
Last Car Ride:: driving home from picking up Cassano's tonight
Last Kiss:: Mon Mar 13th
Last Good Cry:: can't really recall
Last Library Book checked out:: book on CD, forgot which one - it's been a really long time
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: Date Movie with Sam, good.
Last Book Read:: Motherhood Made a Man Out of Me
Last Movie Rented:: Prime (starring Uma Thurman, Meryl Streep, good.)
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: holy shit
Last Beverage Drank:: Diet Mountain Dew
Last Food Consumed:: Pepperoni Pizza
Last Crush:: None
Last Phone Call:: Mom last night.
Last TV Show Watched:: American Inventor
Last Time Showered:: Yesterday
Last Shoes Worn:: Black Adidas Sambas
Last Makeup Worn:: Today, eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara, blush
Last CD Played:: Arctic Morning (mix cd I made, of the groups Arctic Monkeys & Morningwood)
Last Item Bought:: Clothes online at Walmart.com
Last Download:: HIM - Wings of a Butterfly
Last Annoyance:: That I let my emotions get the better of me
Last Disappointment:: that I would get to hang out with a friend, but he wasn't home
Last Soda Drank:: Diet Mountain Dew
Last Thing Written:: A check to pay my Franklin Taxes
Last Key Used:: My apt key to get inside
Last Word Spoken:: Baby Heart (my kitty)
Last Sleep:: last night; woke up an hour later than I should have for work.
Last IM:: don't remember, it's been too long
Last Sexual Fantasy:: *hehe* yeah like i'm going to share that here
Last Weird Encounter:: can't really think of just one
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: Cookies & Cream - been a very long time
Last Time Amused:: watching Amazing Race with the parents, on Tuesday
Last Time Wanting To Die:: not sure
Last Time Hugged:: Justin on Monday
Last Time Scolded:: can't really remember
Last Time Resentful:: I resent ever drinking tequila
Last Chair Sat In:: The one I'm sitting in now
Last Lipstick Used:: it's one of those cheap wetslicks ones, a few weeks ago
Last Underwear Worn:: yellow briefs
Last Bra Worn:: the underwire gold 'aerosmith' designed one
Last Shirt Worn:: yellow one I sleep in
Last Pants Worn: black sweatpants
Last Webpage Visited:: livejournal.com ( love surfing around my friends entries )
Last Jewlery: watch, necklace, earrings
Last Hairstyle: straight

Mar. 15th, 2006

Hum drum

I guess this is kind of an update. I'm still single right now... but am, I guess you could say, having fun with a few guys. Just playing it casual. I think I've always put too much thought and heart into the male species. For some reason, thinking that I always had to view every guy that came along as a future mate. I have changed my lens, and am not taking everything so seriously. And I'm still staying true to myself and my morals.

America's Next Top Model is on right now. There's one black girl on there with a giant gap between her front teeth. I guess they think she's pretty if she keeps her mouth shut. And this girl from New Orleans, Wendy... when they first told her she was in, they said "we didn't pick you out of pity, you were chosen because of your look as a model." Yet, they keep bringing up the whole Katrina thing every chance they get. Stupid. This Jade girl is way too arrogant for this show. Nigel Barker is the main reason to watch this show.

My day off was today. I thought that I would hang with a friend, seeing as it was his day off as well, but he was busy doing other things. I'm hoping to hang out with him soon.

Justin, my ex-boyfriend, is coming around again. Physically coming around again; he's coming over unexpectedly. If you know me, I am not one for surprise visitors. My apartment is also my safe haven. It's a place I can run to, where no one else can enter or exit. That is why I haven't really kept it very clean. Because I'm the only one here, the only one enjoying the place, I'm just keeping it at this mess. This behavior shows that I think that I don't deserve a clean place to share with people... according to Mom. I guess she is a little correct in that statement.

With Justin coming around again, I'm starting to act like I did when we were together again... like I need to do anything and everything to make him happy, not really caring about my own well-being. Mom says that I've always been a pleaser. I cannot fall back into this. That is what caused last June to be Hell Month. I had never before been as depressed as I was in that entire month. I even told Justin that he could come by this coming Monday. WHY?! I wasn't wanting anyone to come by. It's my own enviroment, and I shouldn't have to change it just because this guy is wanting to hang out and get close again. I'm going to tell him to forget it. I need to overcome my weakness for men.

I better be going to bed. My manager at work says that I need to be getting to work much earlier, that I need to be setting a better example for my co-workers. So I'm coming to work at 8 everyday, versus 8:20. Twenty minutes isn't really that much of a difference, but at 6:15 it is a HUGE difference. I love my sleep, I am much more of a night owl.

Good night.

Jan. 22nd, 2006

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Jan. 18th, 2006

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Got a new car!! It's a 2003 Volkswagen Passat GL. This thing is loaded also :)

Click to see pic -- LINK FIXED!!

So I'm very excited :D A lot of other activity is going on with me right now as well, but that's going to be saved for a Private Post.

Jan. 1st, 2006

New Year's Eve

The New Year's Eve Party was interesting. Jess didn't come by to pick me up until 11:10! We didn't get to the party until 11:45, just to say hello to everybody and then "3.. 2.. 1.. Happy New Year!"

My blind date, Jay, was not what I thought he was going to be. He's built like Dad and he's also boring. He played football for Univ of Cincinnati and he's going to play semi-pro ball now. Yes he was very nice. And we did kiss at midnight, just to have someone to kiss I guess. I was chummy though with a few guys, I didn't act like Jay was my one and only or anything. I didn't kiss on anybody, including Jay. I just danced/hugged, that kind of thing. I made sure this one Chris guy had my # though, I might go watch him to the mixed martial arts/fighting thing.

I also spoke with Kevin. We kinda brought the subject of last weekend to the forefront. I snuck away with him just to do this, I had to talk to him. So we worked it out, pretty much.

At the party, word got around that Rob and I had gotten kinda friendly the last weekend. They were like "there's Rob's girlfriend!!" yada yada yada. I don't even think he's interested in dating me, just in having some fun with me. It was all good, we both chuckled about it later. He had been drinking since 1 in the afternoon, and I was only on #2.

Jay drove me home. I had Jess pick me up so I wouldn't have to drive Dad's van. I am very glad that I have something to get me places, but I also thought it would be best for last night to not drive. I had a little to drink.

When Jay dropped me off, he asked for my number and walked me to the door. Jess had suggested we all do a double dinner date thing. I need to let Jay know that he reminds me too much of my Dad and that I don't want to date my Dad. The weird thing is, I was going to be set up with this one guy Jess works with, Josh. When he saw my pic, he said that he reminded me of his mom, so we didn't go out.

I might go somehwere in the van today. Justin may call me later. This van looks like I could easily kidnap someone. The guy parked beside me at Wendy's kept staring at me all dressed up for the party, getting out of this white rusty kidnapper van. There's no way I can do drive-thru in that thing. It does run perfect and the radio gets real good reception.

Well that's the main recap of last night's events. Oh, and I did get in a car accident on Thurs night. Damn cellphone/radio/windy road. I went into the ditch and my left front tire got caught in it, causing me to rollover. I'm all ok, just some bruising and sore neck. I rode up to the hospital in the ambulance (both firsts for me) and that really freaked me out. I hated being all strapped to that board while all you see is the ceiling. It's like those horror movies you see about going into the mental hospital. Plus they left me in the hallway strapped to this thing for 20 minutes. And I was all alone.

Anyways, Monday/Tuesday I'm going to find out more from my insurance about my car, if it's going to be totaled or not. It's going to cost me a chunk to have it towed off the lot and parked at the parents. My dad works at home so he can talk to the insurance adjuster & claims rep when they come by. I don't even know if the towing charge is going to be refunded. If the car is not going to be totaled, but be repaired, I have $1000 deductable. That's money out of my pocket! That I don't have!

I'll post updates on the car situation. I'm not going to post too much on the Kevin situation, that'll be more of a private entry. BYE NOW!

Dec. 25th, 2005

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Yes finally another update. I need to do this more often.

Well, this weekend has fully impacted my life. I'm a total different person. This all changed Friday night/Saturday morning, around 6am. Not going to go into details, but I can't get it off my mind. It was nothing like I've ever experienced before.

It's Christmas today. I'm going over to the 'rents here in a little bit. I'm going to go curl my hair. I hope Sam likes what I got her. Jessica got me a DVD tower, because I greatly need it. It holds 72 movies, I'm not sure if I have that many.

I got Justin & Adam little presents. Since I'm not serious with either of them, they're cheap little presents. I thought that would be better than putting too much effort and money into something that wasn't really that solid. Know what I mean?

Yes, I'm definitely a more forward individual that I ever have been before. My self-confidence is building. I actually now feel like my own age.

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